Jun 23, 2011

Soul Thieves

A Weird feeling this morning, was not feeling well, an upset stomach was the reason. Around 4:44 am I got a missed call from my Wife I replied, woke up went to loo downloaded and got back into bed. Stomach was really bad so I smsed my Boss around 6:08 am that I might not come to office today or might come late. Woke Joy up and told him I would not be coming to office, he was insisting on me coming to office, he was of the opinion that they wont let me sleep and would disturb me throughout the day. I repented and slept.

Around 6:45 when Joy was out of bath I could smell this sweet smell of Medimix and Yardley's Gentlemen, a real sweet smell something that made me feel really good. I wanted to wake up but I could not open my eyes. I tried I could slightly open and could see Joy like a shadow. I did not feel anything weird than, probably because I was in deep sleep. But I could hear him open the door, talk to the neighbours, take shoe from the shoe rack etc. 

Than there was silence, pin drop silence, than strangely I started hearing drums play it was distant but I could hear it clearly, like something was approaching me. I could feel like I am trying to get up but I could not, I tried hard, I could feel like me standing up but my body still in bed and pulling me back towards it, I could feel me getting up leaving my body behind and than the gravitational kind of pull pulling me back towards and into the body again. I wanted to go but my Body was adamant not to leave me. This happened several times. I was awake but still asleep. I could see the stuff in my room but I wasnt awake. I was confused am I sleeping or  awake. I forced myself to open my eyes if I am sleeping but I felt like I wasn't, so the efforts were unfruitful. At last I tired calling Amma Amma, Joy Joy, I was trying to shout but I could feel like my voice were stuck, they refused to come out.

Than at last out of sheer desperation I forced myself to wake up calling out Amma loudly, I was scared I didnt want to leave, I thought of my Chakkaraa (my Wife), and my life ahead with her, and forced so hard that I rose from my bed and this time with my body. What a weird morning, I am still confused whether I was dreaming or this was really happening. If it was real.. than some thieves were trying to steal my soul......

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Its called sleep paralysis. Quite common.