Games Life Play......

She was so Ambitious during her university days. She did her MSc in Physics, I think the toughest stream in Science, (I used to Love this subject.... another game that life played but immaterial this time am talking about this Gurl)......she told me " in my specialization i topped den on a project i was sent to kalpakkam i was der fr 2 months in IGCAR i used to b so ambitious den"..... I could feel the regret in her voice..... I could feel how she felt..... a Mglr University Gurl... so ambitious.. I recon she should hav been a scientist by now...... But Life, he has his own role to play.... a big time actor.... a spoilsport...... she added "den i dnt knw wat happend i kind o gv up everyting...... i was lost ven i came to dubai" Imagine a gurl who was so ambitious who wanted to become a scientist, gradually gave up on her ambitions and feeel like she is lost..... imagine the kind of turmoil she is going through in her heart.... talking to her i felt my regrets are nothing when compared to hers.... a duffer like me is in a very good position, I feel so bad for her....

I remembered this other friend of mine a very intellectual guy who lost all his way through when he left Baghubhai (one of the reputed engineering colleges in Mumbai), joined Mithibai science and than left Mithibai and joined my college commerce... he was depressed and on bed for almost a year.....

My Sis another most Intellectual gurl I have known... dont know what went wrong... or maybe i know .... the dreadful arms of depression clenched her brains with its claws and was adamant it would not let go of her... but she fought it out...... brave gurl....

Thats Life Dears..... You wont know which turn is he going to take the next.....You cannot predict... I had been working on my Yearly Budget for Finance and was wondering how easy it is to Budget and Predict our Business future..... Hope Predicting the Future of our Life was as easy..... but as they say "BEGGERS ARE NO CHOOSERS" the most we can do is fight and fight and fight, fight with life, with all his mischievous tricks.... all his plans to de-moralize us..... all his way ward habits.... Be a fighter and a day will come when life will accept defeat and thats when its our turn like "EVERY DOG HAS HIS DAY" its our turn now..... and thats when we can make him dance at the tune of our music.......

" WAITING IN ANTICIPATION FOR THAT DAY TO COME....... FOR MY SELF, AND MY FRIENDS AND MY SIS"............

My Apologies......

I Apologized to one of my division Managers yesterday...... My Apology email :

Dear XXXX,

I would like to apologise if you felt that I had been rude to you.

This exercise is check on our over all operations starting from fleet delivery to documentation to invoicing. This would be for the benefit of smooth working of our division there by ensuring profitable business with very marginal to zero level of discrepancies trying to achieve TQM. The Investments on our Fixed Asset Inventory is very high and ensuring that its all working as per the documents that we have maintained should be our primary objective. If an off-hired equipment as informed by the customer, due to pressure or miscommunication was neglected at site our documents will show that the equipment is off-hired however they are still on site probably totally neglected by the customer stating the reason that they had informed the supplier but supplier did not care to collect it back. To avoid such a situation this check was initiated by Mr. XXXX.

I didn’t try to disrespect you out of purpose in any manner, I am very naïve so far as my work experience is concerned around 7 yrs compared to yours. But still if you felt offended by any thing that I said I would like to plead sorry for the same.

With Thanks & Best Regards,
Siji Sundaran,

I DONT WANNA BE PSYCHO AGAIN.......

Exams are nearing and i am getting toooo scared. I think I am not working enough, but I feel like I am pushning myself too much. Isn't this an Oxymoron but this is what I am feeling. This indicates that I am confused. I am not sure how much is too much and how much is enough. I am not sure whether I should be putting in more efforts to clear with good marks...

I dont aim for the toppings but just wanna clear with some respectable marks.... some good percentage.... Now whats good is a tricky question... It should be something which should make me feel good... it should be something that would please me... something that would make me feel satisfied......

But I think I am going to go Insane by the end of this exams the tension, the obsession, the sleeplessness, the wakefulness, the stress, the tensity, the tautness, the elongation, the expectations, the scare..... all are collectively bogging me......

I believe in God and whatever happened, happens and is going to happen is for the best and as per the willingness of The Almighty. So I am going to take it as it comes to me and not going to push myself too much, I DONT WANNA BE PSYCHO AGAIN..........

No Recession for God…….

Just wanted to say Hi,
and let you know I am alive,
I know my presence add to your sorrow,
I would pray to God if I could borrow.

I am helpless and I am so ashamed,
What a situation God has me framed,
I feel guilty, its no fault of my, own,
The pain! I am breaking my head on the stone,

You ignored me and I felt so Bad,
U didn’t reply and it made me sad,
And I wrote this, for you to know,
If I could, I will take all your sorrow.

God’s great and he is there to watch,
Opportunities will come you should be there to catch.
My Dearest friend you need to fight on,
And time will come all your sorrows will be gone.

You are a fighter and I know for sure,
Time is the illness, time is the cure,
God will give you the strength to fight,
As you know every, day is accompanied by night.

When night is gone its dawn you will see,
And then I am sure u will remember me,
And remember as, said by your DAD,
There is indeed no recession for GOD……

one of the best consolations by a Dad

Dad : k no need to b upset dear. leave it to the Lord he will get u a job on time if u need a job if u dont find a job, u will consider it as God's will. so there is nothing to b upset abt it.

Dad : this is not the only company in dxb. there r thousands. if the Lord want u to continue in dxb, He will provide u another job rite on time.

Dad : Dear, there is no recession for God

Such a Cool Dad.....