My Quarantine

Great News..... I have an announcement to make... This 7th Day of October 2009 Wednesday, I added another one to the list of my quarantines... I am really really pleased with myself. I take it as a great achievement. It was a difficult decision to make but I had to do it for sure. Very selective few gets this opportunity to be lucky enough to be isolated by me. Only if someone is desperate and cant live without being quarantined is when I allow them to be added to the list. You should be proud My Dear that you have crawled through my emotions to find yourself a place in the list. Its a great achievement and you can boast about it, its like a life time achievement award. Great job and keep it up.

However just to check how many are there in the list I clicked the button called my quarantines, it would be fun just to go over and take a look at the list and bring back the incident how these lucky people landed up there, from your unconscious self back to consciousness. To my depair, I hoped it to be filled with pictures, to my sheer astonishment, there is only one there, the one that I added today......

How can this be, this means that over these years I found only one whom I have isolated from me. That's amazing, how is this possible, some system error it seems. I refreshed again the result was same, I rebooted and checked but to my disappointment the result was the same. There is no system error. This shouldn't be so, I enquired, searched every nook and corner to find someone if I have missed.. I was deperate, but I dashed my hopes, there was no one else....

Probably because I am a joker and a factor of people's amusement. I dont have feelings because I have to sport a look that would amuse people. I cannot have feelings because I should be making people laugh through my acts and for which however hurt you might be you will have to sport a look that would be amusing. Try and sport that you are cool for kids to be entertained. Life had his toll on me and made me one joker. And my quarantine gave me this revelation. Thanks to my quarantine for making me sad I learnt a new feeling today probably thats why I started with my new list of quarantines. Today was the day of realisation, what people think about you, what do they feel about you, how they change colors like chame-leon, how they are not what they make you feel they are.....

Thanks for this revelation I would try to change, to change for my good, to change that people refrain from looking at me as a joker anymore, to change to be able to add more to the list of my quarantines.......

Heartfelt Thanks To MY FIRST QUARANTINE....