Its Killing Me

Oh! My body
its overwhelming with pain,
cant even move my hands and legs,
the virus in my blood,
is causing this strain.
It has fathomed my peers,
although, there were few,
the only friend of mine now,
is the bed which I stick to.
Is it drugs,
Is it Sex,
or is it transfusion,
I dont know whats responsible,
for all this pain,
for all these tension.
The hopes,
The wishes,
that my parents had in me,
I could not come true over it,
Oh! my Lord, oh! my destiny.
God, please, relieve me of this pain,
Please make death come to me,
as early as he can.