Revival of Life's Vagabondage...

This is to inform you that I have planned a revival of my Life’s Vagabondage and  I expect it to be more calm, humble, polite, meek carrying forward from here on. I have been a vagabond without any directions, however added responsibilities has enlightened me and I have a direction and a train to catch on the rails of my development in 4D i.e. Financially, Mentally, Physically and Spiritually…..

On this path of my development as a stable, more perfect animal I have rented a nest in the gardens of fantasies and would start building my life from the scratch brick by brick most probably by 10^th of this month. My life’s illuminator is going to brighten my life’s eternal well being from 21^st of this month and I am eagerly waiting for the D-Day.

On the path of my vagabond life you had been my directors, my inspirations and I owe you gentlemen a part of my life’s blood bottled in a bottle of “elixir of life”.

This is to express my heartfelt gratitude for your kindheartedness and your tolerance towards my waywardly behaviors and I would always be indebted to the bondage of Love that you have flowered me with.

Soul Thieves

A Weird feeling this morning, was not feeling well, an upset stomach was the reason. Around 4:44 am I got a missed call from my Wife I replied, woke up went to loo downloaded and got back into bed. Stomach was really bad so I smsed my Boss around 6:08 am that I might not come to office today or might come late. Woke Joy up and told him I would not be coming to office, he was insisting on me coming to office, he was of the opinion that they wont let me sleep and would disturb me throughout the day. I repented and slept.

Around 6:45 when Joy was out of bath I could smell this sweet smell of Medimix and Yardley's Gentlemen, a real sweet smell something that made me feel really good. I wanted to wake up but I could not open my eyes. I tried I could slightly open and could see Joy like a shadow. I did not feel anything weird than, probably because I was in deep sleep. But I could hear him open the door, talk to the neighbours, take shoe from the shoe rack etc. 

Than there was silence, pin drop silence, than strangely I started hearing drums play it was distant but I could hear it clearly, like something was approaching me. I could feel like I am trying to get up but I could not, I tried hard, I could feel like me standing up but my body still in bed and pulling me back towards it, I could feel me getting up leaving my body behind and than the gravitational kind of pull pulling me back towards and into the body again. I wanted to go but my Body was adamant not to leave me. This happened several times. I was awake but still asleep. I could see the stuff in my room but I wasnt awake. I was confused am I sleeping or  awake. I forced myself to open my eyes if I am sleeping but I felt like I wasn't, so the efforts were unfruitful. At last I tired calling Amma Amma, Joy Joy, I was trying to shout but I could feel like my voice were stuck, they refused to come out.

Than at last out of sheer desperation I forced myself to wake up calling out Amma loudly, I was scared I didnt want to leave, I thought of my Chakkaraa (my Wife), and my life ahead with her, and forced so hard that I rose from my bed and this time with my body. What a weird morning, I am still confused whether I was dreaming or this was really happening. If it was real.. than some thieves were trying to steal my soul......

Another One Down....

Today I flunked another driving Test. This was the third one, though I should be sad about it, I ain't. This time I had my Wife by my side encouraging me, Before test she was like:

-- Don't take tension chakkare. Its all gonna be fine. I am praying for you, its for us that you would be taking this test.. dont you worry.. God will always be there with you. Do welll...

After Test she was like:

-- Its Ok muthe... Don't be sad my Chakkarakuttaa... sometimes God, jealous of our love for each other might deliberately test us, we will live up to all the tests that God throws at us and come over it together... God tired of our efforts to pass might pass us at-last. So don't you worry we will fight it together.

These encouraging words worked wonders for me and although I should have been sad is not so sad any more.. I would try again next month first week... and this time GOD will have to pass me...

Thankyou Chakkarey I LOVE YOU.....

But It's You That He Loves....

It isn’t your hair, but it’s you that he Loves,

It isn’t your eyes, but it’s you that he Loves,

It isn’t your nose, but it’s you that he Loves,

It isn’t your lips, but it’s you that he Loves,

It isn’t your face, but it’s you that he Loves,

It isn’t your ears, but it’s you that he Loves,

It isn’t your neck, but it’s you that he Loves,

It isn’t your shoulders, but it’s you that he Loves,

It isn’t your elbows, but it’s you that he Loves,

It isn’t your wrist, but it’s you that he Loves,

It isn’t your palm, but it’s you that he Loves,

It isn’t your fingers, but it’s you that he Loves,

It isn’t your hands, but it’s you that he Loves,

It isn’t your bosom, but it’s you that he Loves,

It isn’t your belly, but it’s you that he Loves,

It isn't your waist, but it's you that he Loves,

It isn’t your hips, but it’s you that he Loves,

It isn’t your thighs, but it’s you that he Loves,

It isn’t your knees, but it’s you that he Loves,

It isn’t your toes, but it’s you that he Loves,

It isn’t your legs, but it’s you that he Loves,

He loves you as a whole and not in part,

He loves you from his soul and not just from his heart.

His Emotional Elation.............

He was........................

 Depressed, Deprived, Dejected, Destroyed, Destructed, Damaged, Deluded,   Dashed, Doused, Drowned, Dowsed, Dawned, Dulled, Damned, Desperate, Dared, Deceived & Doomed.....

But now He is..............

Beguiled, Charmed, Delighted, Elated, Exultant, Excited, Ecstatic, Enraptured, Enchanted, Enthralled, Entranced, Fascinated, Gladdened, Happy, Healthy, Hypnotised, Jubilant, Loved, Liked, Lusted, Longed, Mesmerised, Rejoiced, Rhapsodic, Spell Bound, Triumphant, & Yearned…..